l'histoire d'une fille

20-something-gal. Actress. Coffee. Grey's Anatomy. Harry Potter.

It was easy to get me to do this TV show. All the roles I’ve ever gotten, you’ve seen the roles I’ve gotten. They’ve been wonderful but so many of them have been downtrodden. They’ve been women who are pretty much asexual, they haven’t been realized, they have careers but no names. And all of a sudden I was given this opportunity to play someone sexy, mysterious, someone complicated. And it was a chance to use my craft. It was a chance to transform. It was a chance to surprise myself and the public. And I took it. - Viola Davis

(Source: rubyredwisp, via katherinedeestrickland)

Being yourself to me means smiling a lot, being kind to others, and making the people around you feel comfortable.

Funny how things..

Can turn up so nicely! My coffee kicked in right when I needed it to giving me that extra boost I needed for my workout. It was definitely a good one! I’m skyping with my Director tomorrow to help me get on my way being a Mary Kay Beauty Consultant and my old calling service just emailed me saying that YES I can rejoin for background booking. And I have an audition this weekend! I’m so excited! The hustle is happening folks.

I’m eating healthier, working out. My job/financial situation is all looking up and getting me on the road to success to make up acting career keep moving forward. Soon my youtube channel and short will be on it’s way. Just gotta keep making that money and hustlin’. And working hard in school to make sure I can get a scholarship next semester!!

This day was not looking good, but this article I read said to “Always look forward to the day, you never know what could happen.” And I really kept trying to think that, and eventually I just let things go, and wallah :) It all turned up! 

Positive thoughts, letting go and realizing when it’s okay to have your vice (COFFEE) cuz guess what you need it!

xoxo. 

True love.

Fuck it… I can’t survive this way. I made a deal, I HAVE to eat when I have coffee and not be lazy so I don’t mess up my digestive system but I can’t live without my coffee. We are co-dependent. Now that I’ve had some, im ready for the day.

Xoxo.

Not feelin’ today.

Uhg. I got 7 hours of sleep but apparently my body is happy with that. I’ve felt half asleep all day and I’ve given up coffee/caffeine because my digestive system went bonkers the other day because of it so I felt it was the best solution- cold turkey, just be strong. And that parts fine I’m just dead exhausted: I couldn’t keep up in ballet, it doesn’t help my feet are hurting like hell and then in French I was just completely not there (luckily I was mostly there for my quiz). And now I have to go workout because its this new plan im on to be healthier and I haven’t done any homework just binged watched on Netflix because im feeling so great about myself today and im just not in the mood for anything. Can we start today over?- with my body feeling energized and ready for the day? Because im done but I still have so much shit to do…
I hate feeling this way :/

Xoxo