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borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {3/3}

Derek: I know your loss. I lost my father when I was a kid. Two guys killed my father for his watch right in front of me. Right in front of me. I didn’t become a doctor because I wanted to be God. I became a doctor because I wanted to save lives. Look at me. Please look at me in the eye. I’m a human being. I make mistakes. I’m flawed. We all are. Today, I think for you is just a mistake. You want justice. You want somebody to pay. You’re a good man. I can see that in your eyes. Can you see it in mine? Can you?

borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {3/3}

Derek: I know your loss. I lost my father when I was a kid. Two guys killed my father for his watch right in front of me. Right in front of me. I didn’t become a doctor because I wanted to be God. I became a doctor because I wanted to save lives. Look at me. Please look at me in the eye. I’m a human being. I make mistakes. I’m flawed. We all are. Today, I think for you is just a mistake. You want justice. You want somebody to pay. You’re a good man. I can see that in your eyes. Can you see it in mine? Can you?

(via thegrey-method)

borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {2/3}

Derek: One night I parked my car, I unlock my front door, go inside my house, and something ‘s different. Nothing’s different, everything’s the same, but yet, still, something’s different. And I stand there for a while. And then I know. See, there are moments for me, you know, usually when I’m in the OR, when I just know what’s gonna happen next. So I go upstairs. As I’m walking down the hall, I trying to prepare myself for what I’m gonna see when I go into my bedroom. I step on a man’s jacket that doesn’t belong to me. And everything I think I know…just shifts. Because the jacket that doesn’t belong to me is a jacket that I recognize. And what I know now is that when I go into my bedroom, I’m not just gonna see that my wife is cheating on me. I’m gonna see that my wife is cheating on me with Mark, who happened to be my best friend. It’s just so pedestrian, common and dirty, and cruel. Mostly just cruel. I left, came out here. Meredith: And you met me. Derek: And I met you. Meredith: Well, what was I to you? The girl you screwed to get over being screwed?Derek: You were like coming up for fresh air. It’s like I was drowning and you saved me. That’s all I know. Meredith: It’s not enough.

borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {2/3}

Derek: One night I parked my car, I unlock my front door, go inside my house, and something ‘s different. Nothing’s different, everything’s the same, but yet, still, something’s different. And I stand there for a while. And then I know. See, there are moments for me, you know, usually when I’m in the OR, when I just know what’s gonna happen next. So I go upstairs. As I’m walking down the hall, I trying to prepare myself for what I’m gonna see when I go into my bedroom. I step on a man’s jacket that doesn’t belong to me. And everything I think I know…just shifts. Because the jacket that doesn’t belong to me is a jacket that I recognize. And what I know now is that when I go into my bedroom, I’m not just gonna see that my wife is cheating on me. I’m gonna see that my wife is cheating on me with Mark, who happened to be my best friend. It’s just so pedestrian, common and dirty, and cruel. Mostly just cruel. I left, came out here.
Meredith: And you met me.
Derek: And I met you.
Meredith: Well, what was I to you? The girl you screwed to get over being screwed?
Derek: You were like coming up for fresh air. It’s like I was drowning and you saved me. That’s all I know.
Meredith: It’s not enough.

(via thegrey-method)

borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {1/3}

Derek: Get out. Richard: No.Derek: Get out.Richard: No.Derek: Richard!Richard: No!Derek: Get out!Richard: Look, I’ve destroyed lives before, several in fact and yours isn’t one of them. I sent the woman you love out here to help you. I sent the woman who loves you out here to bring you back to your life. If you ruined it with her that’s on you. I don’t accept it. You’re scared, you’re drunk. You don’t know which way is up. You threw a punch on your best friend. You threw a ring at Meredith. And now you want to throw me out. I’m not accepting it! Because I’m older than you. And I’ve been where you are. You’ve been drunk for a few days I was drunk for years. And I know you’re gonna need at least one friend when you decide come out on that hole you’re digging. I hope you come out of here soon. I’ll be here when you do.Derek: I don’t think I can get her back.Richard: Did you call her?Derek: What am I gonna say?Richard: I had an affair for years and when Adele found out, she, she took me back. You can make your way back from any thing.

borrowedheavenx:

Derek Shepherd Appreciation Week

day one: Scenes {1/3}

Derek: Get out.
Richard: No.
Derek: Get out.
Richard: No.
Derek: Richard!
Richard: No!
Derek: Get out!
Richard: Look, I’ve destroyed lives before, several in fact and yours isn’t one of them. I sent the woman you love out here to help you. I sent the woman who loves you out here to bring you back to your life. If you ruined it with her that’s on you. I don’t accept it. You’re scared, you’re drunk. You don’t know which way is up. You threw a punch on your best friend. You threw a ring at Meredith. And now you want to throw me out. I’m not accepting it! Because I’m older than you. And I’ve been where you are. You’ve been drunk for a few days I was drunk for years. And I know you’re gonna need at least one friend when you decide come out on that hole you’re digging. I hope you come out of here soon. I’ll be here when you do.
Derek: I don’t think I can get her back.
Richard: Did you call her?
Derek: What am I gonna say?
Richard: I had an affair for years and when Adele found out, she, she took me back. You can make your way back from any thing.

(via thegrey-method)

I love you, but I’m mad at you is one of the most freeing, important things you can say in a stable relationship. Does that make sense? To know that you have the ability and the right to be mad at someone and know that it doesn’t mean things are over, that it doesn’t mean things are irreparable. That it just means I’m mad, but God, I love you. I love you. Now leave me alone.

—Unknown   (via kimberleymoore)

(Source: brighteryellow, via 1stclassprincess)

bambiloser:

Stuck in Love (2012) dir. Josh Boone

"I remember that it hurt. Looking at her hurt."